Privacy


What am I thinking is to put DND(Do not disturb) out of my room? But think that’s gonna mess things up more! I don’t know why the hell people don’t understand the meaning of word privacy? Why don’t they do their work & let others do the same!

In the last four year of engineering I met various kind of creepy stuff, who are intruders to someone’s privacy or some who actually love this word. Is this really necessary to ping even if the status is DND? Why do the hell you not understand it is RED sign? Why don’t they understand it is my life & I want to live the way I want without their fucking interference or whenever I try to put some filter, they say,”see his attitude.” LOL O’rely! GTFO Man! You are not welcome here.

Why the hell they are so much interested in others lives? Never heard, “Live & let live!”

Why do they expect to know everyone secret? Man don’t you even understand the meaning of word “SECRET.” Think if I tell you, would it be called secret anymore or are you really worth keeping it secret? You think yes? If you say that I promise I won’t tell anyone, then I would say, “Go To Hell! I am not going to tell you even!” 😉

I need more privacy, I like to do some work, do not disturb! Or I will create a Firewall rule, then no matter your intention is right or wrong, you will be blocked! Just a quick notice to my so call friends!

Privacy is not something that I’m merely entitled to, it’s an absolute prerequisite.

Attitude


I was just wondering what I should write about? Lots of crash is in mind revolving like hell from this corner to that. And the whole thing just stuck at one point Attitude , lots of people around me have serious attitude problem. They show it because they want to, without even giving a thought that what if I start. Don’t you think,”Where was my that attitude when I was asking for help ? From where was that gentle talks bursting from my mouth at that very time when the one was helping?Isn’t it the same person who was so nice before & still being nice to me? And later should you not thinking what would have happened if that person have shown the same attitude towards me too?Am I so conscious about being so smart or I am a real idiot with nothing on ground?”
Some people do things without even thinking what would be the consequences if they do this? Let’s take an example of being in so attitude or loosing sense of control…
You get up so late to go to your work. Kinda in hurry, & at once your kid just split some milk over the table mistakenly … Now there could be two paths that may design your whole day …

1)You scold your child for what he did & get some more delay to go & make everyone mood off & left the house & your kid even missed the school bus due to you so mother has to go till school with him & While driving you checked your pocket & what ? forget even purse & mobile … Now you have to go back & get some more time in your delay counter & after honorable delay you reaches offices & there now your Boss welcomes you with quite hard to crack speech & questions & then drives your senses more crazy & makes you more frustrated & then this frustration can be seen in your work too & everything goes wrong & then whole day becomes no more than just unhappy seconds which you have pass even if you don’t want .

Now see it’s counter part

2)You didn’t scold your child just tell him nicely to be careful & then child go to school on time via bus & even if you forget your purse & mobile, your wife could have reminded you & deliver those things to you & then you reach office on time & do your work properly .

So wasn’t that happy ending ? What would you prefer … being so obnoxious or being so smart ?

I experience these things almost every day [but let me tell you,I face being smart one & yes I feel really great after some time passes that I didn’t do anything stupid at that time ;)]Let me tell ya I too have attitude i.e. much much greater than yours. So don’t ya dare cross limits .

Buddy I know attitude matters most, it counts to 100 but don’t let it take control over you else you just think that you can think champ .

I am writing here what am I feeling  just, it got nothing to insult anyone or anything, if you felt so I apologize .

Life


    Everyone must have seen ups & downs in his life . It’s different matter that only a few can make rules regulations in their life regarding dos & don’s .Some people whom I know lives their lives with the belief “What is life for me?” They have some reasons which we can either accept or deny & out of them what we find appropriate there is no harm in accepting them. If we even make 10 things out of all these the basic rule of our life, trust me there will be a drastic change in your life visible even to blind. .
  • Life is not easy but above of all this this is good .
  • Whenever you’re stuck, pick up a small step.
  • Life is so short & so it has no time to waste in hating someone.
  • Whenever you are ill, your work will not look after you. Instead of ,your friends & parents will be with you . So stay in contact.
  • Pay your credit bill monthly on time.
  • It’s not at all necessary that you will win in every debate. So be ready to accept your nonacceptance even.
  • Cry with others. Far better than crying alone.
  • It’s good to be angry with GOD . HE will accept it too .
  • From your first income start saving a little for your retirement.
  • When it comes to chocolate , all refusals becomes past .
  • Walk with your past keeping peace & calm & it’ll never bug you again .
  • It’s not bad to cry in front of your children.
  • Don’t compare yourself with others because you don’t know how he has reached to that place or how much has he suffered to be there?
  • If you like to keep any relation secret than it’s good not to fall in that .
  • An Eye wink can change the world but no worries because GOD do not wink His eyes .
  • Take a long & deep breathe, it will help in making heart & mind calm.
  • Useless or the things which make you sad , get rid of theme asap.
  • The situation which can’t kill you , actually make you much more stronger .
  • Time is not yet gone to spend happy childhood , it’s still in your hand , do for others childhood .
  • When it’s about love & likings in your life , don’t turn your face .
  • Every day is so special, so don’t wait for some special day . Spend every days as special day with your dear ones.
  • Flow with the speed of time.
  • Don’t wait for tomorrow for enjoyment.
  • Mind is the best friend & enemy choose yourself what should you do ?
  • No one can make you happy except yourself .
  • Ask yourself about the problems & difficulties you face,”What will be the effect of it after five years ?”
  • Always choose the life .
  • Forgive everyone .
  • It’s not your work what other think about you.
  • Time can fill all wounds , so give some time to time.
  • Remember how good or bad situation is , it’s not going to be same forever.
  • Do not take yourself so serious because others too do not take you so.
  • Believe in miracles.
  • Do not audit your life .
  • Your children has only get one childhood.
  • In the end , the thing that is important is how many people loves you.
  • Get out everyday, lots of miracles waiting for you.
  • Best is yet to come .
  • Life can’t be bounded , it is invaluable gift .

I am


I am crunched,I am crashed,I am smashed,I am fucked,I am stuffed,I am toasted, I am bowd, I am cockeyed, I am crazy, I am crooked , I am crumpled, I am distorted, I am twisted, I am warped , I am suffocated, I am tanked, I am the worse for, I am weakened , I am worsened, I am suppressed, I am subjugated, i am raddled, I am reduced, I am pissed, I am polluted, I am potted, I am skunk-drunk, I am oiled, I am pickled, I am aggravated, I am burned, I am busted, I am canned, I am chipped, I am crocked, I am harmed, I am imperfect, I am muddled, I am quashed, I am  scalded, I am  squiffy, I am  stewed, I am  subdued, I am  swacked, I am  torn, I am  slashed, I am screwed , I am exacerbated, I am felled, I am  flattened, I am  fried , I am  pissy-eyed, I am lopsided , I am unplugged, I am  soaked, I am overstuffed, I am  burst, I am overfed, I am  overgorged, I am overloaded, I am disgusted, I am frustrated, I am irritated, I am not I am now 😦

OK it’s done now , it’s hard now to find out more words in my memory.:(

yeah last one now I am memory-less.

Think


I used to think that I can think,
but awful Thought to drink,
that I can not Think !

One might wonder what it takes to think,
but thunder even takes time to blink !

People say I am no mind
because my mind shrink with each ring.
but the question that stinks
is how does mind ring ?
See now even you know I can not Think !

One might wonder what it takes to think,
nothing my friend ,
doublethink ?Just an eye wink !

Have seen dog whose tail has no kink ,
Even girls like pink ,
so where does it all sink ?

Din’ you heard the glass’s clink ,
rather prefer unthink than to think ,
how often you find yourself being a fink`,

Seen the only light that wink
on the other side of this deepest sink
seen that plinth, heard that oink
on the other side of this deepest sink
I did think I can reach to that only brink

but one might wonder what it takes to think,
I would say
you stink & you sometimes overthink
that you can think !

Almighty ! People say I can not think !
And that is a awful Thought to drink !
And harsh world think they are thinkable ,
but really the harsh think is
they just think they can !

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pinging…


So uhmm…. one or two days before I was giving talk on network & security tools under Linux under Lugb week . While showing demos I got stuck somewhere . I was using gooscan used as a google scanner to crawl google & fetch results from google search . As it started looking up google.com , got an error of Host not found: http://www.google.com . I tried pinging to http://www.google.com but nothing happen . So I just left that thing as it is & move on to next.  But the question remain unanswered for me , continuously bugging me .

So as I was about to sleep at night I got an idea to solve this problem using java. I retired from bed instantly & start writing a java program that fetch any site’s ip address for which it has to ping given URL , & that is all I wanted to test.

here is that program :

import java.util.*;
import java.lang.*;
import java.net.*;

public class ip
{
public static void main (String args[ ]){
try{
InetAddress my[ ]=InetAddress.getAllByName(“www.google.com”);
System.out.println(“IP of my system is:=”+my[0].getHostAddress());
}catch(Exception e){
System.out.println(“Exception has been caught=”+e.getMessage());
}
}
}

So when i execute it throws an exception while reading the address given to it. I thought a bit why it is still happening what this class basically does which i have used to query google.com in this program then i get to know that this class basically checks for the DNS & the puzzle solved.

Since I am under a squid proxy server & whenever I query for a DNS that request go to this proxy server not to the real server , in the same way when i try to ping http://www.google.com , request goes to proxy server not to google.com &  the host we actually required is not reachable , but it’s cache which is stored in  proxy server is reachable. Got it ?So another cool hack by me 😀 yeah yeah now stop making fun of me !

IRC Puzzle !


So from many days i have been using irc channels to contact  people & to be more socialize but got some problem like this, “My ISP uses a pix firewall through which he has blocked almost all the ports except 8080 & the reason is he actually doesn’t properly configure that for only some ports so it was not even possible for me to connect to irc channel using port 6667 because that is even blocked & all in the series.
There was a solution of using http://webchat.freenode.net but that is not feasible because  after remaining idle using this you will simultaneously be logged out due to session out problem. So i have to rejoin all the channels again & again & that is so boring job..

So here is the solution of problem , I thought to use webchat but not directly means there is always one way or other to do things ..

here is my solution all you have to do to just save it as let’s say irc.html & you are good to go!

<html>
<body>
<iframe src=”http://webchat.freenode.net/?nick=nmudgal&channels=lugb%2Cchannel2&prompt=1&#8243; width=”1250″ height=”450”></iframe>
</body>
</html>

just replace value of nick variable with your nickname & replace channel1 value with the channel you like to join separating out them with %2C like lugb. Prompt is use to authenticate to services as it is necessary to speak on some channels or you can remove it ;)This iframe actually break contact with browser directly so all the problem are solved

Have phun with irc

One last breath


Two o one o is playing GMAE with me & i have not yet won a single match … what the f***! My luck has left me , GOD is not even responding…Things are becoming more tough for me…
I dream of world where i lie on the bed of rose in COMPLETE ZERO.I close of my eyes to see toxication spreading out in my body, I feel that bed on which i am lying is burning & flames are high in air with white smoke that is forming clouds ….& the best thing is wind is not letting these clouds to stay . Who knows where they will go & convert into rain.
Living in my own world,didn’t understand that anything can happen when you take a chance,I never believed in what I couldn’t see,I never opened my heart to all the possiblities,I know…that something has changed.
First time I did it & I never knew that it could happen till just happened to me , I did it never before by now it’s easy to see but HE wants to revert the process, I am really pissed off.Why does it happen to me?
A dialogue of a movie just came to my mind that says,
” hamari filmo ki tarah hamari
zindagi mein bhi end tak sab theek ho jaata hai….
<<<<<<HAPPIES ENDINGZ>>>>>>
Aur agar woh theek nahin hai,
to woh THE END nahin hai dosto,
Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost,
Picture abhi baaki hai……..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
That means a ray of hope is still there…I think! 😦
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

I walk alone


I always needed time on my own

I never thought I’d need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I’m alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

The pieces of my heart are missing you

The face I came to know is missing too

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I hope this new year won’t give me any more shocks 😉 I have already faced many unexpected things happening to me , why  THY holy do this ! But now People sometimes says I have someone to share things with or even this blog , LOL really can this piece of codes make me feel calm & composed as I was before ..never !I actually never expected anyone to listen me but that was only ‘ ‘you’ with whom I expected only . Now I have no1 again till you come back 😦 THY please quit playing games with my heart !

Last night was so restless but now feeling good because the best thing happened to me is these all things made me emotionless till Unknowns & that is even a bit good for me .

I hope my journey to home will help me to forget me what I lost in last days, just a hope :D. But Still I am waiting for ‘YOU’ to be here & will do till Unknowns because I trust ‘YOU’  & myself too that I am not so weak that are the emotions that has been grounded not me .After all ‘YOU’ make me strong 😉

The only one that I have ever known Don’t know where it goes But it’s home to me  and I again walk alone …till Unknowns .

Jeene do yaar


Saari umar hum
Mar mar ke jee liye
Ek pal to ab humein jeene do
Jeene do

Bachpan to gaya
Jawani bhi gayi
Ek pal to ab humein
Jeene do jeene do

Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again

Why you want from me ?Why my luck always make things more complicated for me ..?