Lights Out!

Close your eyes & you found out,
you see,
but world revolves with a doubt,
light is gone, life is gone,
all that remains is a mark of clout.

I miss those days when I walk about,
Had a peace of mind that
I am trying to figure out,
and heard a voice “come about”,
but the next moment I was, totally, freaked out.

I saw when water fell out,
but as if I knew,
blood will burn out,
My heart shouts, when lights are out.

I could see them building a route,
does that mean she is gonna walkout?
I see the men cry out, the girls cry out,
this world is running out,
Thy mighty love, O God, help us out.

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I walk alone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I’d need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I’m alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

The pieces of my heart are missing you

The face I came to know is missing too

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

I hope this new year won’t give me any more shocks 😉 I have already faced many unexpected things happening to me , why  THY holy do this ! But now People sometimes says I have someone to share things with or even this blog , LOL really can this piece of codes make me feel calm & composed as I was before ..never !I actually never expected anyone to listen me but that was only ‘ ‘you’ with whom I expected only . Now I have no1 again till you come back 😦 THY please quit playing games with my heart !

Last night was so restless but now feeling good because the best thing happened to me is these all things made me emotionless till Unknowns & that is even a bit good for me .

I hope my journey to home will help me to forget me what I lost in last days, just a hope :D. But Still I am waiting for ‘YOU’ to be here & will do till Unknowns because I trust ‘YOU’  & myself too that I am not so weak that are the emotions that has been grounded not me .After all ‘YOU’ make me strong 😉

The only one that I have ever known Don’t know where it goes But it’s home to me  and I again walk alone …till Unknowns .

Scattered !

Temperature: 9 °C
Comfort level: 9 °C
Dew point: 9 °C
Barometer: 1018 millibars
Humidity: 100%
Visibility: 1 km
Wind: No wind

Fog. Cool.

Uff ! These are the current conditions & i am shivering with both cold & unknown fear . Cold because it’s not so hot here & fear  this is what trying to capture my mind & I think it has gone so far on this path !

Seriously, I am not at all intended to write this blog-post at this time especially but the situations are changing & I found this the best possible way to express myself to anyone when everything seems to be gone !  Scattered like as if you pick out a card from the Palace of cards & shhh it get scattered , some are here & some are there. I would rather choose to sleep than doing this if it is not that . A storm is again knocking at my door I think.

Simply I messed  up with someone & this is really serious, my eyes don’t want to see this screen & mind and heart first time in life working together, no!you can’t ! How could you if that person you just rendered into an unknown circumstances & pain won’t be able to sleep? Furthermore, you get a signal to shut all connections down else they will be broken for ever up along with heart. This dark night is going to be so restless, as far as i know 😦

I don’t know why THY Holy Grace always snatches things from me when I thought of them as a part of my life. I really don’t know what will I be doing in next minutes but for sure, Sleeping this night is quite unimpressive task to do.

Ohh!! God help that person & forgive me for the mistakes I committed just an hour ago, probably.